Stupid...Crazy... Waiting = I hate it

What is waiting? allow time to go by and without doing very much, until someone come or somethings expecting happens.

For me, Waiting is a crazy and stupid action. I can say this because the feeling of 'Waiting' is very bad. Especially waiting for somebody who not really care of you. Furthermore, who feel you are so childish because of doing this kind of waiting.

Is it all the stupid and crazy is going to people who is 'Waiting' for somebody or something. Why stupid and crazy cannot blame to the 'Somebody' or 'Somethings' that make the person who have to 'waiting'.

I can conclude that 'Waiting'= Wasting of time, thats why I hate it.

PeGuin 1st PoSt

This is the 1st night I have to live alone. I thaught I love to live alone. I thaught I love 'Single and Available' . When the time I stay alone in my room, I really understand what is mean for 'ALONE' . I feel vry scare... Scare nobody can chat, scare nobody can share my scret, scare nobody say good night to me, scare nobody care what I am doing.

I don't know my decision is right or wrong. I scare...I really scare...